Help Me to Know

Please love me 
     Please find a way somehow
     I know you never intended
           for me to be.
 
It was becasue of her
     and now I know.

The hits they hurt,
     but looks are killing me.
The words cut me,
     yet the strap whelps me.

My mind is confused
     I'm only a little girl.
     Tell me...how am i supposed
          to undersand.

Because if I am,
     someone please help me to know
          how to understand.
                                        Fall 2005